Forbidden Crush

Ever since you first smiled at me from behind that counter I can't stop thinking about you. Your smile lights up the room and the way you nervously talked to me was adorable. From the few conversations we've had I can see you are a genuinely nice person, helping others, being involved in charities, offering to go out of your way to help me. I get the feeling you like me - why I'll never know when I think you could have someone alot better than me - but nonetheless you seem to have a crush on me and the thing is I have a crush on you. There is nothing i can do though - I'm taken - even though my circumstances have been a bit rough over the last few years i wouldn't jeopardise my relationship but oh to be treated so sweetly by you and to see your eyes light up when I come in is so flattering. I have to stop myself from thinking about you and I try to find reasons to come in and visit you. You must think I either like you or I have a lot problems! As long as I look not touch right!

Best Friends

You say we're best friends but i thought friends were meant to care about each other's feelings. You are nothing but selfish and you try to use my physical and emotional struggles against me by rubbing in my face the things i cannot have that you find so easy to get. You talk about me behind my back, you are a toxic poison that i wish i had the strength to fumigate. You say i can tell you anything but then you use it against me or tell other people! You are so immature and I genuinely feel you don't know the first thing about being a good friend!
Oh how i wish i could say all these things to you

Do you

Do you think you are good parents?
When you treat your son like he's worthless garbage since he was a child yet treat his brothers like princes
Do you think you are good parents?
When the day after he tried to take his own life you went to make sure your precious deal didn't fall through instead of coming to the hospital
Do you think you are good parents?
When you treat us as inferior because we don't and can't have children - when you make it clear that the others are more important because they have provided you grandchildren
Do you think you are good parents?
When you let us get down to our last dollar but won't offer a loan - No sell our car instead you say!
Do you think you are good parents?
When you "console" us that IVF has failed again by saying "kids aren't that great anyways"
Do you think you are good parents?
When you don't support your son who has chronic major depression - mind you 90% of it because of you!!!
Do you think you are good parents?